No that is not in reference to a baby growing in my belly. I am not pregnant. I am overflowing with things to tell you (I still haven't shown you all of the pictures from Lauren's Birthday party!) but I am trying to figure out what to do with this blog and my writing in general. I have thoughts and plans that were supposed to be developed by now. I want to write for real but I'm not brave enough to go out on that limb right now.
Last week, my friend Blogger.com hit me with a notice that I am over my limit on photos and I need to buy more storage? That's why the post last week didn't have any pictures. Grrr.
Is someone trying to tell me something (drop an anvil on my head)? The simple answer is yes, the longer answer is that I am in no mood to listen. That's the honest truth, I don't want to walk down that path because it is scary.
This feels like an indictment of my faith. I don't want to be uncomfortable, I don't want to be vulnerable. I want the safe bet, so I do nothing.
My life is full. I want for nothing. But there is something bigger I have been called to do. I'm going to go try and figure it out.
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